I've decided to use this journal to talk about sexual things that peak my interest whether it be bondage, tit wanks, masturbation, lesbian erotica, etc., whatever is on my mind, I will be posting.

Tonight's subject... BDSM.

The term "BDSM" is an abbreviation derived from the terms bondage, discipline, dominance and submission, sadism and masochism. Personally, I've never been into the S/M part, but B/D, me likey. I'm even fond of D/S, and I've always been the more submissive type.

There's just something about bondage that has always attracted me. Maybe it's being restrained during sex, the fact that you have to trust in someone else to be able to go through with it. I've never done any sort of hardcore bondage, just being tied up, which I'm quite fond of.

D/S... It's been a long while since I've been properly dominated I miss my past partners who would have control over me, and have their way with me, my masters, you could say.

I lied, I do like S/M to an extent. I don't really like being the sadist though. I much prefer being the one getting spanked, bound, and choked. Gah, I haven't had a good spanking in a while either.

*sigh*

It really sucks sometimes living in an area where I don't trust people enough to engage in the dirty dirty things I'd really like to. The things I really really like during sex, I haven't had in the longest time; being dominated, being tied up, being spanked, and lightly choked...

I'm sure if I tried harder I could find someone, don't you?